strong female artists are amazing.

Admiration in a bottle.

i want to lose my soul.

I have the deep perspective for sadness everywhere, in animals, people, music, etc. It's as if I planted a sadness seed in my heart when I was 17 and all I see is sadness. I focus on things and see people's pain, need, jealousy, heartache, wanting, selfishness... I want people to stop being mean to each other, stop competing and fighting, being jealous, and even sad. Maybe it's because I have deep ocean glasses on, the color of depression. I hunger for beauty, life, attention. I hunger for acceptance, relief from the pain. I hate the focus on "supposed to's" we are supposed to do that, this... it's what makes us socially accepted... liked by others... approved of... loved

ugh. I'm pissed. 

Can there be too much empathy?

I have the empathetic disease. 

I want to stop feeling sorry for my genuine actions, I want to stop feeling sorry for you, I want to stop being uncomfortable, angry, competitive. 

I want to live, learn, and love. love. love.

Why can't everyday be like this:

also I want a reason to wear an eye patch for a month, will someone punch me in the eye?