I guess it's good to be friends.

Where I live, our creepy little house is surrounded by hotels. SURROUNDED>>>> so when I go to steal internet I find internet sources like: Disney_Guest, hope, hhonors, and all the surrounding hotel names. Ridiculous. The hotel name guest logins actually work pretty decent at certain hours but other then that we have no internet.
I really like living with no internet and T.V.
(I think my mom uses the internet more then I do now, which is really strange.) It causes me to work on more art and things I want to do and actually go out and be with people (sleeping and laying in my bed is one of my favorite things in the fall/winter season). That and hot cocoa (my everyday breakfast.)


Currently I want to spray paint everything in my room but first I should get my life in order or my clothes and other various items will be painted with gold and black duuuusssst.

SPARKLES

I love everyone and I hate everyone at the exact same moment. 

It's as if my mind is pulled in two polar opposite directions. I hate mornings and yet I love them. I want to move away to a new city but I stay here and I really do love Salt Lake. Everyone is like this huh? I just need to stop living in my head so much (ah but it's so much fun and enjoyable sometimes! So many possibilities.) 

Here are some things I want to do sometime, found at this great blog: her style diaries . Polar opposite seasons am I right? and I want to do them at the Exact. Same. Moment. (wahaha) okay enough with that, I'm joking.

Today is the most beautiful Sunday. A lot of changes are coming, I'm content with that.

R + J

I watched Baz Lurhamm's Romeo and Juliet today 

(one of my favorites) 

and Spun both have John Leguizamo 

who is phenomenal off-beat actor. 

I also started to build a shrine (to be continued).

I'm obsessed with punk, cluttery, catholic religious art 

put into a pot and mixed together.

viewer discretion advised 

November

I have situational depression. Some people in my life close to me know this.

So when I'm sad, unfortunately I'm really sad. 

This week I worked on a puzzle of Dracula and finished it

This might seem creepy but I really love graveyards. 

I've been going recently on Sundays with my friend Sarahjo 

and once upon a time when beautiful Olivia was visiting.

There is something that is so simple and peaceful about them.

Whenever I go on a trip with my family I ask if we can stop when I see a graveyard... 

of course they say no and think it's silly but they calm my nerves and rest my mind.

I felt like the deer there were A. protecting the graveyard or B. spirit animals. 

I think my spirit animal is a deer sometimes.

I was an Indian for Halloween, a boy asked me if I shaved my hair for the costume...

okay...

I'm into Halloween 

but I'm not obsessed.

(Elyse was ----> a flapper and my roommate Milo ---> a cowgirl)

twice in one day.

I used to be in love with this music video 5 years ago.
I thought the girl with the short hair was the cutest and I was willing to chop off my locks if it turned out like that... unfortunately some of us have hair that WONT look like that and it's sad. Today on my lunch break Hannah and Elyse joined me for some eatery and they both kept talking about their short locks and new ways to style it, needless to say I was jealous.

Anyway, if this is a bar... I don't think these kids have past the 9th grade.
...maybe by now.

Fall-oween

*my car swimming in leaves 

*yep, that's me taking out the trash. 

...cool

*our homeless shelter/tree house. 

trust me... this is VERY creepy at night.